i have come to the realization that there are some things that i just like doing alone, or that i just started like doing alone. for example, shopping. i use to never go shopping alone, but now i love it and do it all the time. i find that i get a lot more accomplished when i shop by myself. other things i prefer to do by myself, running, driving, tanning. i guess i just really like me time. its always nice to be able to escape reality and go inside my head and day dream crazy wonderful things.

but it is also nice to spend time with the people i heart the most. tonight i am going to the wings (lacrosse) game with my best friend!! i haven't seen her since my birthday because i work all the time. and she goes back to school tomorrow which completely bums me out. then after the game, we are going to our friends house for his birthday. Tomorrow i am going over my friends bjs house to see her and my best friend johnny, and to meet their new addiction to their family, little luke!! i am so excited to see the baby. Then hopefully tomorrow night i will be able to see my friend mark. i am really trying to not be a stranger anymore. i need my social life back.