oh what a surprise, 3:30am rolled around and guess who called me, john (the ex). like always. I didn't answer the phone, he then sent a text saying, "i need to talk". so i called him, and of course he was drunk, and he was babbling on about how pissed he was at his best friend, because they don't see eye to eye on life and how you should be living it. so yeah hour and half later, i got to go back to bed. and yet i am still up at 9. dumb.

Talking to Alicia last night, made me feel so much better about me being a horrible person. especially since we share the same view on love/relationships. it is so nice to have someone agree with you on something like that, no wait it is awesome!!! :)