oh sweet boredom,

we meet yet again. today i realized that i am bored. i am bored with, the boys in my life, my hair, my nail polish color, every song that came on my ipod, the conversations i was having with people, what was on the tv, the food i had to eat. blah. i just need a change of something. i did change my nail polish color, but something else needs to change besides that. i am for one giving up on even thinking about dating rob, just some of the things that comes out of this boys mouth is like what the actual fuck. and he is just way to nice to me. i need someone to be able to get in my face when he is mad, tell me that i am wrong, tell me i am being a bitch, i need a man with some balls. not someone that use "i am sorry" more then anything else, even when it isn't necessary. i have been talking to tom a lot more lately, and he is exactly one of those boys, that is a douche type, the one that doesn't give a shit, get in your face and yell at you, call you a bitch. but he is also really sweet and he jokes around so much just to get a smile out of me. so i am very pleased with this.

pennsylvania finally got the memo of spring time, and this week has been nothing but amazing. yesterday reached 62 degrees and it almost made me put the top of my car down (to bad the inside of my car was a disaster, and i didn't feel like cleaning it). but i tell you, nothing is more peaceful, fun, and just such a great feeling when driving with your windows down all the way and the music blasting extremely loud.